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Its funny how one odd reaction can just take away any courage you had to talk about something that was an issue.
Now I am back to being clamped up and thinking about something over and over and over until i feel like my head just might pop off.

Its not like the situation revolving around why i got the weird look is anything I can control either.
everyone that knows me knows I am disabled, not badly as I do most everything for myself but i do have a cane and a chair..

A chair that came into view tho not while i was in it, and i realized the person with me was trying to pretend he never saw it, and said nothing.
I was too blown away when it happened to react but now that Im alone and rethinking it, im wondering how they can say they love me yet get uncomfortable like that.

It's not like its going to be something that goes away.
If that's going to be an issue so is anything that I was going to say now.
So i stay silent and wonder.

Discrimination

i haven't been writing as much as I would like to but, its my own doing I guess.
I came across this in my catching up with blogs/email and to put it mildly its upsetting, I completely understand where she is coming from, due to events very similar to that in my own life.

I really try not to talk bad about people but that old goat should be smacked.
I can not stand intolerance, discrimination or hate.. there is absolutely no place for it, whatsoever.
Despite what we look like, how we dress, what race, gender or religion we are, we are all the same.

Its a shame that people are like that still in 2010, you'd think that people would have a better clue.
whatever happened to treat people how you want to be treated?