Time flys.

I can not believe February is almost over. Where is the time going? i spent a good four hours in the car yesterday and let me tell you, I am not happy that I know I am going to have to do it again soon.

So, I started another one of the library books i took with me..
I have 6 of the 7 out for me.
Ive started all but one.. and I have finished one.

I'm half finished two. I am hoping to get closer to done one of those two.
I need an excuse to go back, because i want to check out their dvd section.

I was sitting in the drs office looking at old magazines and there was an old Town & Country magazine with pictures of Buckingham Palace garden pictures that I would kill to have but of course I can not find them anywhere.
One of them just screamed Pans Labyrinth at me.
Must have.
Its just finding it that's going to be tricky.

I've met someone recently, No idea where its going to go, if anywhere and i can not figure out how i feel about it.
He seems like a great guy, we communicate well.
So whats the problem right?

Other then he also deals with depression and any time i get involved with someone with depression its complicated because their moods trigger my bi polar and it all goes to hell.

Added to his blindness and my disability = not sure how that would fly at all.
And he still lives at home, he admits its not something he much likes either but idk ya know. Just used to being "unsupervised" and doing the whole staying at someones parents again just not sure if I could to be honest.
I don't want to be in a relationship where I feel like i got transported back to pre grade ten when i was living on my own.

Someones been sending me a text a day -ish.. not sure who it is. if it be the crazy duo but I told him texting was disabled assuming he'd look up or walk in the next room and tell her.

I keep wondering if its the ex i can't get out of my head - but i can't figure out why he'd be texting me if he's still with the newer model.
I hate not knowing.

Tuesday Morning Surprizes.

Yusuf Islam's (Cat Stevens) new cd Roadsinger is AMAZING!! I love it.
I've listened to it a dozen times already and it just gets better.

I got woken up by my best friend at 830am this morning standing over me with coffee (lucky for her!) I didn't realize that her having to go get bloodwork done meant that she was going to end up here at an ungodly hour.
Sure I usually only sleep til 9 some days but I was going for ten today since I've been so tired over working myself getting ready for the family stuff this passed weekend and then pms to boot.

I have a huge block going on with fiction lately.
I am struggling through the last half of Jane Eyre, and The Mote of Gods Eye.
I have a few other fiction books I have not bothered to try to get further into and i have switched from that to science and History. Its been an easier read, go figure, as has religion.

I'm curious as to how long it will last but I am taking it as a good thing.
It might just be what I need right now.
Now on to my free breakfast and then I have a Buddhist pdf calling my name.

Monday Mornings.

I can not seem to get as into reading fiction as I usually do, even sci-fi is more difficult. So, I have taken to Historical and Science texts. I was hoping I would have passed this hump by now but it's still very much here and annoying me.

If it keeps up its going to make meeting my reading challenge difficult. Especially with the list that I have.

I have started writing more regular-ish lately. 3 story ideas and the 4th writing exercise is a bit more personal. The story of my own Converting to Islam and my thoughts on a lot of things surrounding it.

The big thing everyone says is write what you know and well this i know and it just started spilling out on the paper so that's something.
I'd like to get something more done writing wise, and hopefully finish a book and a half come the end of the week.. here's hoping.